another spectacular week! HA!
I wonder why it takes me so long to update on this thing. I guess nothing is interesting or important enough to write about. Maybe this entry will have something meaningfull in it.
Um to start off:
I went to a party last night. It was interesting I guess you could say. There is so much freakin drama its insane. Either its between a girl and a guy who aren't dating or anything or a boyfriend and a girlfriend... OR friends. So I had some very nice discussions last night with some people that I don't usually express my feelings with. It was a very nice chat. I have realized that I don't need to worry about so many things. I can't overwhelm myself with things that aren't worth worrying about. I just don't want to waste my time thinking about things that are important but not important enough to ruin a day. Why not just live, laugh, and have fun with people you don't get to talk to that much. I mean this year I have made a lot more friends and I am a whole lot more open about things. I mean like last year it just seemed like I was in my own little bubble and only could think about church, God, ect. I mean im not saying that I completely dropped those things, Im just saying that why worry about stuff(church oriented) when I can have a whole lot more fun with people that I have grown up with. I still like people at church and still have friends there I just wish that they would except that I am growing in my surrounding and plain out growing up. I don't just want to live my life with people that are so judgemental and only focus on what I did wrong. Aren't friends supposed to build you up and be there for you when ya need to talk? That is why I have tried to expand my relationships and friendships other than church. I have two more years in highschool and I would like to enjoy them without worrying about anything. Im sorry if I am just going on and on. But I realized a lot last night.
um 2nd thing...
My sister is having a baby in like 6 weeks! AH!! aunt katie... that sounds really weird.....
ok i've got nothing else.
I LOVE YOU ALL!!!
Um to start off:
I went to a party last night. It was interesting I guess you could say. There is so much freakin drama its insane. Either its between a girl and a guy who aren't dating or anything or a boyfriend and a girlfriend... OR friends. So I had some very nice discussions last night with some people that I don't usually express my feelings with. It was a very nice chat. I have realized that I don't need to worry about so many things. I can't overwhelm myself with things that aren't worth worrying about. I just don't want to waste my time thinking about things that are important but not important enough to ruin a day. Why not just live, laugh, and have fun with people you don't get to talk to that much. I mean this year I have made a lot more friends and I am a whole lot more open about things. I mean like last year it just seemed like I was in my own little bubble and only could think about church, God, ect. I mean im not saying that I completely dropped those things, Im just saying that why worry about stuff(church oriented) when I can have a whole lot more fun with people that I have grown up with. I still like people at church and still have friends there I just wish that they would except that I am growing in my surrounding and plain out growing up. I don't just want to live my life with people that are so judgemental and only focus on what I did wrong. Aren't friends supposed to build you up and be there for you when ya need to talk? That is why I have tried to expand my relationships and friendships other than church. I have two more years in highschool and I would like to enjoy them without worrying about anything. Im sorry if I am just going on and on. But I realized a lot last night.
um 2nd thing...
My sister is having a baby in like 6 weeks! AH!! aunt katie... that sounds really weird.....
ok i've got nothing else.
I LOVE YOU ALL!!!