This kid is a sucker for nostalgia
I could survive for 1 minute, 16 seconds chained to a bunk bed with a velociraptor
So I visited Oneonta for the weekend.
God I miss being there. I pretty much miss a lot of things from my past. I really live in the past a lot and wish I could relive it.
-I miss the times in Pittsfield when the only care I had was how much money I had to spend on DDR for the week.
-I miss my first year of college having a steady and awesome job, getting paid weekly and hopping buses to go play DDR with the coolest people on the planet.
-I miss living at Oneonta and having such great friends
-I actually miss hanging around with the frisbee team. Without them I feel a little empty.
-I miss all the friends I made before I left Oneonta
-I miss being able to set my own rules and do my own things in Oneonta
Honestly I should just tell my parents that the only reason I have to move out of their house at this point in my life is just to get away from them. Not to better myself, but just so I don't have to deal with them at all.
Seriously...on the way home they kept calling wondering where I was on the road and I'm in my car just going...does it really matter?
Seriously (again), they need to fucking chill out. They'll just argue I need to set time tables and all that but the bottom line is you need to fucking calm the fuck down and just give your son a little space.
I've even told them to their face that this is the reason I'm so vague with them. All that does is drive me further away. They need to start realizing this.
Anyway...
Oneonta was nice. It did make me realize that driving there and spending a few days there just makes me realize that on Sunday I have to leave it all behind again and resume my boring and sad life.
For some reason I just hate myself today.
I think I'm just lonely again and it's coming out.
Just seems I'm surrounded by couples and I'm just a jealous bitch when it comes to that.
I'm not going to go into detail about much more.
Not going to really mention how I had to wait 5 hours for my food to be delivered.
I need to just relax right now.
So I visited Oneonta for the weekend.
God I miss being there. I pretty much miss a lot of things from my past. I really live in the past a lot and wish I could relive it.
-I miss the times in Pittsfield when the only care I had was how much money I had to spend on DDR for the week.
-I miss my first year of college having a steady and awesome job, getting paid weekly and hopping buses to go play DDR with the coolest people on the planet.
-I miss living at Oneonta and having such great friends
-I actually miss hanging around with the frisbee team. Without them I feel a little empty.
-I miss all the friends I made before I left Oneonta
-I miss being able to set my own rules and do my own things in Oneonta
Honestly I should just tell my parents that the only reason I have to move out of their house at this point in my life is just to get away from them. Not to better myself, but just so I don't have to deal with them at all.
Seriously...on the way home they kept calling wondering where I was on the road and I'm in my car just going...does it really matter?
Seriously (again), they need to fucking chill out. They'll just argue I need to set time tables and all that but the bottom line is you need to fucking calm the fuck down and just give your son a little space.
I've even told them to their face that this is the reason I'm so vague with them. All that does is drive me further away. They need to start realizing this.
Anyway...
Oneonta was nice. It did make me realize that driving there and spending a few days there just makes me realize that on Sunday I have to leave it all behind again and resume my boring and sad life.
For some reason I just hate myself today.
I think I'm just lonely again and it's coming out.
Just seems I'm surrounded by couples and I'm just a jealous bitch when it comes to that.
I'm not going to go into detail about much more.
Not going to really mention how I had to wait 5 hours for my food to be delivered.
I need to just relax right now.