I think you should know.
I know I've been writing a lot of depressing posts lately and I'm sorry, but this you have to know. Stephen and I have been having a really rough time together lately, and I got tired of him being lazy and spending my hard earned money on him and not myself. So, I'm not buying him anything which means he has no food and nothing to drink. And I'm starting to wonder did he love me, or just love that I bought things for him. And tonight he kicked me out of his house because I didn't understand something. If your life's miserable you change it right? Well that's what I didn't understand. And right now I don't know how much longer we'll be together. Maybe we already broke up, maybe we'll live together forever I don't know. But, I'm not going to run back to him this time. If he loves me he'll come to me. If not well....I guess we're over. But after he told me that I had to give him respect before he would consider giving me respect back, I've been really upset. And Rosie you've seen how upset I am. Well tonight I came home crying wanting to cut (but I didn't) and desperately wanting a hug ( which I didn't get) but I got a heart to heart conversation with my rents. But I still want a hug. When you read this, I don't care how late it is, please call me, I just want to talk to one of my girlfriends who I know loves me for who I am. Again, I am sorry I've been sounding like a morbid depressant it's just I haven't had that much to be happy about right now. I love you all. *muah*