"looking good"

[nvrxforgetxme]

ime sittin here watchin kari play GTA.. she is so cute :) jess slept for like a Zillion years.. i got really depressed this morning after i read your entry kari..i been tryin to avoid thinkin about it..... i may only have a few more days with you and i want them to last FOREVER TIME... you just said vroom... then woosh.. cute..k ima go.. every

Comments

[baebytears16]

awww how cute. dont worry ull have as long as u can with her. ok?

[nvrxforgetxme]

but i dont know if she would want, or be able to wait until whenever we would be able to see each other again... if she goes back...... i would wait as long as it takes.. but ime me so.. if she does go back i still want to be with her.. i dont know what to do....ime scared that she will say that its for the best if we did brake up.. because of whats happening with you and rj.. she might think thats how all long-distance relationships are... on the other hand she does deserve alot more than a boyfriend 23452346734 miles away.... the thing is i dont want anyone else. at all. i....... i dont want to have to think about moving on or n e thing like that ever.......

[simply_amazingx]

erg. im sorry mike. im sorry i made you depressed this morning. and im sorry that i may not be here much longer. i feel really bad about it. cause like, if i have to leave, it's like i led you on this whole time. and i dont want that. at all. dflkaj. ergggg. and i do like you. a lottt. jess & rj wouldn't be why i would wanna break up. not saying i would want to, but they wouldn't be the reason. it would be a really difficult decision for me to make. and i wouldn't want to be the only one making the decision. we would both have to. i've done long distance relationships before..and just from my personal experience, they aren't all that fun. but i'm not saying they all would be like that. i dont want to lose you. i really don't. you're unlike everyone else i've ever dated. and you make me feel so wonderful. ahhh. i cant even describe it.

i don't wanna lose you mike ...... ever.

♥

[baebytears16]

awww huni. i dont think she'll decide tat you've made her happier than many people in this world. trust me. she wants to be with you. and whats happening with me and rj doesnt mean that all long-distance relationships work this way. everyone is different. dont worry to much and dont think about wanting to move on. dont think of that at all. think of now not the future enjjoy the time u have with her now for the best. dont worry so much about whats gna happen later. alright? I Love You!