self assesmentttttation processssssss
i still feel bound by self intoxication..granted there's not much else to do.
it just makes me mad. im wasting time. you would think that since i want to leave indiana so bad that i would take steps to leave...well, this is correct.
my excuse now, is that im getting my wisdom teeth taken out in about a week, and i can't hardly apply for work, start work, and then have to take time off. so im stuck sitting, burning brain cells, and my optimism right down the drain. i just need to keep my eye on the prize.
thinking of making music is so distant to me. almost like a dream. it's hard to imagine that there's actually good shit happening everywhere but here.
patience. god damn patience. i need. y, motivation.
it just makes me mad. im wasting time. you would think that since i want to leave indiana so bad that i would take steps to leave...well, this is correct.
my excuse now, is that im getting my wisdom teeth taken out in about a week, and i can't hardly apply for work, start work, and then have to take time off. so im stuck sitting, burning brain cells, and my optimism right down the drain. i just need to keep my eye on the prize.
thinking of making music is so distant to me. almost like a dream. it's hard to imagine that there's actually good shit happening everywhere but here.
patience. god damn patience. i need. y, motivation.