I have the hiccups.
My life is so topsy turvy at the moment. I see my dad in my own face each time I now look in the mirror. I feel like my eyes are in the same sad slant he had, yet he always seemed to know how to go about things. I often wonder if he was ever as lost as I was sometimes.
I get sad. Because he's no longer here. Yet I feel like he never left and is even more so with me now. It's a funny feeling.
There are times when I feel like I'm supposed to lead. When I feel like I need to continue my life, but in his footsteps and at the same time, completely different.
I'm lost. And at the same time I feel whole.
I don't know why I miss you so much today Papa, but I do.
The hardest part of all of this, is time. The hardest part of death, it seems like, is distance - which is equivalent to time.
I get sad. Because he's no longer here. Yet I feel like he never left and is even more so with me now. It's a funny feeling.
There are times when I feel like I'm supposed to lead. When I feel like I need to continue my life, but in his footsteps and at the same time, completely different.
I'm lost. And at the same time I feel whole.
I don't know why I miss you so much today Papa, but I do.
The hardest part of all of this, is time. The hardest part of death, it seems like, is distance - which is equivalent to time.