I dont mean it to sound mean at all but Im glad you drive yourself crazy with these questions. I keep thinking that Im the only person in the world that torments myself with a need to know these kind of answers and Im the only one who hasnt figured it out because everyone is so chill about love. There may be people that dont need to have that sort of peace of mind and there are people who do. Either way, Im glad Im not the only one. And it really does suck changing your mind about everything within a day.. But if you experience enough things enough times, you'll eventually figure out what you dont want. Which is a lot easier than figuring out what you do want. My advice is that everyone needs love in their life one way or another and everyone has a different way of giving it. Don't give up on the idea, when every experience is different. You'll find you'll be happier when you figure out what kind of lover you are by what kind of lover you're not.
P.S. I would start by finding someone who makes you feel like a powerful song does. (they do exist) And some good advice would be not to sleep with everyone in attempts to find out if you can love them or not. Big mistake. P.S.S. Not that you would, but if you're indecisive between two people, dont make promises you cant keep. P.S.S.S. Nothing is ever set in stone in my head so my mind could change tomorrow too and this comment could be worthless lol.
yeah, its not the not being able to find someone that makes you feel like a powerful song does. I've had plenty of moments where everything just feels awesome. The problem is still having that song feel powerful after listening to it a few times. catch my drift? p.s. that last question makes me sound like a jackass but I just really wanted to add that in there, so forgive me
but yeah, I just can't keep up with my mind now-a-days. the closest I've come to keeping one chick on my mind would probably be the lesbian in my last class last semester which I totally pussied out asking out. still kicking myself for that one. she just looked so intimidating ya know? but in a hot way
Well the more nervous you are about asking some girl out, the longer your powerful song feeling is going to last. You'll be more interested in someone you admire. Guess all you need now is some swagger. I havent been able to make that feeling last. The closest Ive come is by breaking up with people and then getting back together. What I would like to find is someone where the beginning feeling is explosive and unforgettable, and then they still manage to amaze you at certain parts in your life together. Just small things but enough to make you remember why you're proud to be with them. You should work on making yourself intimidating so at least youll grab enough attention to catch eyes with someone and then once that happens you'll have the confidence to say something. Its really easy to play that game, you just need to use something of yours as bait. Music talent, painting talent, wear something hot, you're Russian. You've got a lot of shit that can spark someones curiosity. Dont be afraid to be manipulative. That's how it all works.
P.S. I would start by finding someone who makes you feel like a powerful song does. (they do exist) And some good advice would be not to sleep with everyone in attempts to find out if you can love them or not. Big mistake.
P.S.S. Not that you would, but if you're indecisive between two people, dont make promises you cant keep.
P.S.S.S. Nothing is ever set in stone in my head so my mind could change tomorrow too and this comment could be worthless lol.
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yeah, its not the not being able to find someone that makes you feel like a powerful song does. I've had plenty of moments where everything just feels awesome. The problem is still having that song feel powerful after listening to it a few times. catch my drift?
p.s. that last question makes me sound like a jackass but I just really wanted to add that in there, so forgive me
but yeah, I just can't keep up with my mind now-a-days. the closest I've come to keeping one chick on my mind would probably be the lesbian in my last class last semester which I totally pussied out asking out. still kicking myself for that one. she just looked so intimidating ya know? but in a hot way
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