The Bi-polar post
Way 1:
Jancy: I say that I love her. We plan a going out. She says that she'll call me, but she doesn't I have to call her. When I do she's with a friend just buying a ticket for a movie, and says she'll call me back, but never does. She talks to me later saying she had to be there for all these people. Even if this was the case she still stood me up, and seemed to have a sob story to back it up, but what if her "saving people" thing didn't happen it still would have been her going with someone else, when she said it was going to be just me and her. Bullshit. Maybe it's just revenge for me dumping her all that time ago.
Mayra: A year ago she says she didn't like having a boyfriend. One day down the line she gets one, and I don't hear about it until they break up. Thanks.....I get a girlfriend and she finds out and freaks out because she "liked me." I break up with that girlfriend, and she still likes me, but wouldn't want to because of the distance.....what the fuck's the point of telling me then? She winds up with someone else again giving the =/ Sorry I'm with someone else and you're not face.
Angie: Last December she gives me a present saying she wants to be closer and misses the connection we had. She didn't miss it, she has Pow now. Together I don't like them. Seperately they're pretty fun people. Why bother saying that you want to be closer and make absolutley no effort to do such things. I start spilling everyone out to her in the process of being high, and she either wasn't really listening because she had a date with a guy that screws over and over again or she just didn't care. We had a talk about being afraid to read people's mind because of fear of what they might say. She's scared of the truth, it's why we lost that connection and suddenly Cesar's the brother she never had and my place as her top best friend has been knocked down.
Natalie: The girl that just can't let go. I got problems so I'll use people, dump them, and then start popping pills, because I place all my happiness into one person. You never hear about the prolonged tragic love stories. This girl has her boyfriend move away, doesn't expect him to cheat or want some other girls, and then when he does she goes and finds another boy (lucky me) but that's not really enough for her, because he's not willing to be in a relationship. She stops talking to that kid only to return to him when she's popping pain killers non-stop and either wants attention from him for it, evvvvvvvven though she gave him up just like that, or she wants someone to care that she's dying...wrong choice. He can cut into her and make her see she's being stupid, but after countless times of helping people and them not taking his help he says fuck it.
Nadia/Abby: The very definition of finding a guy to make it all better, and turning back on everyone else.
Valerie: She's changed, lost some friends, gone back to her bitchy ways she use to tell me about when she was the only one to talk about the person to their face. Enjoy life.
All my friends that were only friends on Myspace: Fuck You
Way 2
Jancy: There really could have been something wrong, and she's usually afraid to be alone.
Mayra: She found someone....I knew she wasn't going to wait for me.
Angie: She's always been afriad of the truth. I should have known to accept that and not change it.
Natalie: Anyone being with someone for all those years wouldn't be ready to jump into something else no matter what they say. I knew that, but I didn't know what would happen after that.
Abby/Nadia: When you find something that makes you happy you stick with it, who can blame them for leaving all this.
Valerie: Girlfriend #7 Shouldn't have been someone I didn't know
All my friends who were just friends on myspace: Fuck you.
Conclusion:
People lie....everyone of them. They'll lie until they can't or until it gets too hard. Everyone wants the easy way out, while also saying they want to move forward in life. All these problems have been with girls. I do have my problems with guys, but it's nothing I just don't push the side and don't care about because they either are resolved quick or just go away...unless the guys acting like a little girl (Daniel). We're a generation raised by mothers. Only a parent can do this much damage. I give up.
Jancy: I say that I love her. We plan a going out. She says that she'll call me, but she doesn't I have to call her. When I do she's with a friend just buying a ticket for a movie, and says she'll call me back, but never does. She talks to me later saying she had to be there for all these people. Even if this was the case she still stood me up, and seemed to have a sob story to back it up, but what if her "saving people" thing didn't happen it still would have been her going with someone else, when she said it was going to be just me and her. Bullshit. Maybe it's just revenge for me dumping her all that time ago.
Mayra: A year ago she says she didn't like having a boyfriend. One day down the line she gets one, and I don't hear about it until they break up. Thanks.....I get a girlfriend and she finds out and freaks out because she "liked me." I break up with that girlfriend, and she still likes me, but wouldn't want to because of the distance.....what the fuck's the point of telling me then? She winds up with someone else again giving the =/ Sorry I'm with someone else and you're not face.
Angie: Last December she gives me a present saying she wants to be closer and misses the connection we had. She didn't miss it, she has Pow now. Together I don't like them. Seperately they're pretty fun people. Why bother saying that you want to be closer and make absolutley no effort to do such things. I start spilling everyone out to her in the process of being high, and she either wasn't really listening because she had a date with a guy that screws over and over again or she just didn't care. We had a talk about being afraid to read people's mind because of fear of what they might say. She's scared of the truth, it's why we lost that connection and suddenly Cesar's the brother she never had and my place as her top best friend has been knocked down.
Natalie: The girl that just can't let go. I got problems so I'll use people, dump them, and then start popping pills, because I place all my happiness into one person. You never hear about the prolonged tragic love stories. This girl has her boyfriend move away, doesn't expect him to cheat or want some other girls, and then when he does she goes and finds another boy (lucky me) but that's not really enough for her, because he's not willing to be in a relationship. She stops talking to that kid only to return to him when she's popping pain killers non-stop and either wants attention from him for it, evvvvvvvven though she gave him up just like that, or she wants someone to care that she's dying...wrong choice. He can cut into her and make her see she's being stupid, but after countless times of helping people and them not taking his help he says fuck it.
Nadia/Abby: The very definition of finding a guy to make it all better, and turning back on everyone else.
Valerie: She's changed, lost some friends, gone back to her bitchy ways she use to tell me about when she was the only one to talk about the person to their face. Enjoy life.
All my friends that were only friends on Myspace: Fuck You
Way 2
Jancy: There really could have been something wrong, and she's usually afraid to be alone.
Mayra: She found someone....I knew she wasn't going to wait for me.
Angie: She's always been afriad of the truth. I should have known to accept that and not change it.
Natalie: Anyone being with someone for all those years wouldn't be ready to jump into something else no matter what they say. I knew that, but I didn't know what would happen after that.
Abby/Nadia: When you find something that makes you happy you stick with it, who can blame them for leaving all this.
Valerie: Girlfriend #7 Shouldn't have been someone I didn't know
All my friends who were just friends on myspace: Fuck you.
Conclusion:
People lie....everyone of them. They'll lie until they can't or until it gets too hard. Everyone wants the easy way out, while also saying they want to move forward in life. All these problems have been with girls. I do have my problems with guys, but it's nothing I just don't push the side and don't care about because they either are resolved quick or just go away...unless the guys acting like a little girl (Daniel). We're a generation raised by mothers. Only a parent can do this much damage. I give up.