thoughts of Romance and the horror that follows
So i'm standing on my own again. this weekend was fun. i wish i didn't feel like shit for most of it but yeah it was ok. i think i'm going to give up. it was a pointless battle. kinda like running myself into a brick wall over and over again. i just want to fade out right now. just not be here anymore, i don't know where i want to be but i know i'm not happy here.