Playing Hide and seek by myself
So the weekend i ended kinda sour...everyone ended last night in a bad mood in one way or another. My own feelings toward the entire situation...idont know. I kinda feel like i caused a bad mood just because i wasn't in a good one and on top of that i was the entertainer, they were my guests, so i feel like it was my responsibility to keep the happiness up. FAILURE. but i guess they all had their own reasons that i couldn't affect. i findmyself staring blankly off into space more and more recently. And when i realize it and come back i can never remember what in the hell i was thinking. that really bothers me. anyways i'm gonna make lunch and go lay down for a while...my body hurts.
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