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Its sad knowing that just when things get good they will soon be changing.
Problem number one, my moms lease will be up in a few months, that means that her and George will be getting married shortly after that. They havent set a date yet, but i know it will be sometime in the next six months. That means i will have to choose: a) live with my mom and George in west phoenix, attend a school brand new to me and leave the people i will have left at basha. Plus so many more things having to do with school and friends. or choice b) stay with my dad here, go to basha, and visit my mom every other weekend. Its so hard because ive just begun to get closer with my brother and he wants to stay with my mom i think. I wouldnt want to leave him, or him to leave me. So soon my nice ruitine of going back and forth will soon be over and my life will be completely turned upsidedown once again.
Problem number two, i know the right thing to do. Why do i have to like the wrong choice so much? and every moment spent together just makes it that much worse. My only consolation is future blessing which i am so excited for. :D I am so thankful that i am not going through this alone.
Problem number three, friends. Things are going so well right now. Every night i can be, im with them. Hah its like we are all family. graduation seems to come up alot lately. I dont know what im going to do without them next year. Adrienne, Brittany, Janna, and i are going to have to stick together. :'(
I wish i could freeze that moment in time, and have it stay like that forever.
Problem number one, my moms lease will be up in a few months, that means that her and George will be getting married shortly after that. They havent set a date yet, but i know it will be sometime in the next six months. That means i will have to choose: a) live with my mom and George in west phoenix, attend a school brand new to me and leave the people i will have left at basha. Plus so many more things having to do with school and friends. or choice b) stay with my dad here, go to basha, and visit my mom every other weekend. Its so hard because ive just begun to get closer with my brother and he wants to stay with my mom i think. I wouldnt want to leave him, or him to leave me. So soon my nice ruitine of going back and forth will soon be over and my life will be completely turned upsidedown once again.
Problem number two, i know the right thing to do. Why do i have to like the wrong choice so much? and every moment spent together just makes it that much worse. My only consolation is future blessing which i am so excited for. :D I am so thankful that i am not going through this alone.
Problem number three, friends. Things are going so well right now. Every night i can be, im with them. Hah its like we are all family. graduation seems to come up alot lately. I dont know what im going to do without them next year. Adrienne, Brittany, Janna, and i are going to have to stick together. :'(
I wish i could freeze that moment in time, and have it stay like that forever.