My Resolution

May 21, 2005 22:29


So I remember the conversation I was having with Katie at her house and embarassingly, while Matt was also over (you remember, don't you Katie?) about me being a bad little girl. I really do truly want to experience some parties and etc. So this weekend, I was invited to two parties...one high school and the other one college. I turned down the high school one cuz I had a bad feeling about it. My parents would have been skeptical anyways and bleh...I don't wanna start a stupid streak of distrust between my parents and I. And as for the college one...NNNOOO!!! I just got invited by Darld and he really wanted me to and man...do I wanna go! But I'm tired and I'm still recovering from stupid Mono and Hepatitus and plus my parents probably won't let me go cuz I haven't started or finished any homework whatsoever. *sighs* But a little reassurance...Darld said I can be his date over the summer when one of his buddies is going to throw a party in Chelan. HHhmm...sounds like a plan to me :)!!!

In other news...today was my last day tutoring the Ziemkes. I really felt like I wasn't a great piano teacher but their mom and grandma insisted that I did a great job and they also gave me gifts. What's a shadow box for guys? I don't know what a shadow box is. and I had to look up what a potpourri melt thing was and we definitely don't have those at my house lol. Yeah...it was really nice. I got a shadow box from their grandma along with a thank you card, and I received a thank you card from the girls and a bouquet of beautiful flowers. I don't deserve this much love. Really I don't...I'm such an ungrateful little bitch *sighs*. I proposed that after my college visits on the East Coast that I could give them private lessons at my house. The price would be really cheap...$10 for 40 min. per person and I would be teaching them more than just playing a few songs. I told them to think about it and I promised to call them after I get back from my trip. I hope that I will be able to still teach them and that I'll have time. My mom said that she was worried that I wouldn't have time so unless I teach at my house, I don't think it would work either way. Because their grandma's house isn't too far but to get there and back is about 45 min. and that 45 min. can be used for Calculus studying. Hhmm...I'm thinking about this way too much. And since I'm basically taking 9 classes next semester...my Mom is thinking about letting me off the hook on piano lessons and same with Jamie and possible Jason. I'm excited cuz I know I will practice more FOR SURE without the lessons. It's just something about the lessons that restrains me...I think it's because I'm obligated to practice. I usually practice random stuff anyways. I practiced the piano for two hours today! I'm proud of myself.

Enough of the jibber jabber...I hope I can go to a college party soon! I need to stop being so naive...and that sounds like such a bad goal/resolution but I think I need it.
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