i dont know how to let you know...
people cry for so many reasons, joy, saddness, but have you ever been mad enough to cry?
ugh. its not my fault his cell phone is stupid. there is no need for him to yell at me. i didnt do shit to him. my god.
he yells at me one night and sais im acting different lately and treating him like shit but he doesnt even realize how hes treating me.
i feel like im gettin the 24 hour cold shoulder,yeah we hang out but he is so distant. and then he sais that im the one changing.
the only way i beed changing is trying not to be as attached to him as i am. cause i feel like hes gunna get a steady date person and just ditch me "fuck katie, shes not worth my time" i know it sounds crazy but thats how i feel hes gunna be soon. and if im stilla s attached to him then as i am now life is gunna suck mor than it already does.
the other night he mentioned me not being happy anymore. and he was absolutely correct. with the sudden difference of how our friendship used to be to how it is now, i am not happy, but who would be?
he used to make me feel beautiful and i used to try to be whever we'd hang out. he used to be very affectionate and now, all of a sudden hes not "touchy feely" even a simply hug is crossing the line.hes changing so much. and i understand hes got alot on his plate but so what? its not my fault. i understand hes stressed but he should be able to talk to me about it rather than keep it pent up and blow up at me when he gets a little annoyed at something i have no control over
this hurts.
ugh. its not my fault his cell phone is stupid. there is no need for him to yell at me. i didnt do shit to him. my god.
he yells at me one night and sais im acting different lately and treating him like shit but he doesnt even realize how hes treating me.
i feel like im gettin the 24 hour cold shoulder,yeah we hang out but he is so distant. and then he sais that im the one changing.
the only way i beed changing is trying not to be as attached to him as i am. cause i feel like hes gunna get a steady date person and just ditch me "fuck katie, shes not worth my time" i know it sounds crazy but thats how i feel hes gunna be soon. and if im stilla s attached to him then as i am now life is gunna suck mor than it already does.
the other night he mentioned me not being happy anymore. and he was absolutely correct. with the sudden difference of how our friendship used to be to how it is now, i am not happy, but who would be?
he used to make me feel beautiful and i used to try to be whever we'd hang out. he used to be very affectionate and now, all of a sudden hes not "touchy feely" even a simply hug is crossing the line.hes changing so much. and i understand hes got alot on his plate but so what? its not my fault. i understand hes stressed but he should be able to talk to me about it rather than keep it pent up and blow up at me when he gets a little annoyed at something i have no control over
this hurts.