so hmm.. me and bubba are reconciling.. idk im kinda nervous about it tho. cause i wanna just learn from our past and not have to talk about it. but hes the kinda guy who likes to tlak about things... to get them off his chest. and idk if i am willing to talk about our past simply cause well cause it hurts to even think about it.
so idk whats happening with me and kenny, or what im supposed to do. im praying about it and stuff but its really quite odd.i mean hes like AWESUM and stuff and liek i miss him all the time. and i sometimes call him just to hear his voice... idk. i just dont wanna hurt the guy... i mean ive been prayin and im gettin that im gunan be an intercessor and im gunna be single for the rest of my life. so why did God put me in this predicament? grrr i hate it when he tests my faith...
i just got the new Yellowcard CD and it ROCKS!!!!i love love love it!!!
call me out
you stayed inside
one you love
is where you hide
shot me down
as i flew by
crash and burn
i think sometimes
you forget where the heart is
answer no, to these questions
let her go, learn a lesson
its not me, your not listening
Now, cant you see somethings missing
you forget where the heart is...
take you away from that empty apartment
you stay and forget where the heart is
someday if ever you love me youd say, its ok...
waking up from this nightmare
hows your life
whats it like there
is it all what you want it to be
does it hurt when you think about me
and how broken my heart is
take you away from that empty apartment
you stay and forget where the heart is
someday if ever you love me youd say, its ok
its ok to be angry and never let go
it only gets harder the more that you know
So, when you get lonely if no ones around
you know that ill catch you when you're falling down
we came together but you left alone
and i know how it feels to walk out on your own
maybe someday i will see you again
and youll look me in my eyes and call me your friend
take you away from that empty apartment
you stay and forget where the heart is
someday if ever you love me youd say, its ok
its ok
its ok
but yeah lat night was just horrible. ivan really tore up my house or not my God what was all the preperation for? NOTHING. all my family in georgia called int he middle of the night. all night on my cell phone driving me crazy. trying to see how we were doin and im like ITS NOT EVEN RAiNING!!! ugh. hurricanes are soo dumb.
oh yeah 4 days till blake! but im not sure if ill get to see him cause the chick hes stayin with all of a sudden hates me. idk whatever. blake if you read this YOU OWE ME A VISIT!!! you promised!! i miss u doll face.. ::he is one gorgeous sun of a gun:: lol