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[nvr_lookingback]

so in talkin to my ex...
i feel so wanted
and so
unwanted
all at once.

anyways, it hurts to talk to him..
and it hurts not to.

he was my first real guy..
and i dunno.
its jus weird.

dont get me wrong.
im head over heals for my love for life....
john a. naples.
hes my everything.

but u always have a place in ur heart for ur first boyfriend.
u know its true.

i dunno....
so confused..