call me whenever and i will come running
ok so yesterday was pretty fkin fun...well after school it was
it was the last day and it was really depressin like everyone is leaving and i see most of everyone in school anyways.Spencer almost made me cry in science cuz hes moving to largo and im goin to miss him SO much like he can get really annoyin sometimes but he always makes me laugh.And i hate it cuz ill prolly never see him again and that alone makes me want to just cry.
I told megan to meet me where we eat lunch so i could give her the last note i was goin to write her but knwoing me ill prolly write her some next year and give them to her when i see her...wait if i see her =/.So basically i think the note was the most meaningful and heartfelt note i have ever written her.She said it made her really sad but i dont kno why.But then again when i was writing it, it made me sad to but only cuz i knew it would be the last one plus everything i wrote ive been feeling for so long and i just finally needed to write it down and its like a huge weight lifted off my shoulders.and im prolly never gonna see her either cuz the only time im gonna get to see her is if she wants to see me =/
but hey...she was the 1st one to call me this summer lmao although it was after school yesterday.and let me tell you when she called my heart dropped cuz she was the last person i expected to call me.She called to tell me that my note was sad and that she'd call me later and then she said i love you and i said i love you to.I hate that though like dont get me wrong i love when she says it but i dont think its tru like when i say it I MEAN IT.
When i hung up with her i was like wow i cant belive she called and i was happy and then all of a sudden i started crying and i hated it.LIke in my head everything was all mixed up>LIke i was thinkin about how this summer is gonna be lame if i dont see her and how next her wont be the same w/o her.And i just started crying and i felt like such a little kid =/
ok so jessica called me after all that and asked if i wanted to go to jenn's hosue.So basically i went over there and we hung out pretty much the rest of the day.Like i get there and we look through the shs yrbook and we were talkin to nicole on the phone and me and jenn had a really good conversation cuz me and her are kinda in the same boat =/.Jenn read all my notes and she said she was confused for me lol and i was like yea me to lol.She also saw the picture of the hair i want and she liked it so boo ya to anyone who doesnt like it.Then me and jessica had a really good talk like about getting married and shit like i dont think u need to be married to be in love and to be committed i was liek you dont need a lil piece of paper to prove that and yea it was just really good.So then we ended up playin suck and blow with a receipt from W.D lol and it was really weird like it was only 3 of us and it was just awekward like i was NOT kissin a girl wel not those girls...no offense lmao
anyway so we end up goin outside and who shoudl show up? That right lucas.Me and jessica were talkin bout him earlier to cuz hes jenns brothers friend and i was liek he needs to come over here.So he definalty showed up and jesica was liek omg and i was liek holy shit and jessica definatly went inside and got my camera and asked for a picture lmao.It was so fkin funny it brough me back to our micro days last yr when we used to do that.BUt w/e hes still hot but alot taller than last yr lmao.
So anyway we ordered pizza and we were sitting out by her pool and jessica was tryin to get me to say the "p" word and i was like u dont understand i cant say it.And jessica goes if you love megan you'll say it.She alwasy uses that on me.I was liek omfg i cant believe ur doin this to me.I was freakin out cuz like now i had to say it and like i cant and i dont kno why.So me and jessica were outside and jenn went back in for somehitn and i was like jessica i have to say it and shes like yea if you love her and i defiantly said and.Jessica was liek holy fkin shit u did it lol.I was so proud but i felt so dirty liek i needed to go brush my teeth lmao
so anyway then we walk to this hosue thats being built and kinda just walked around in it and then we came back and my sister was there and she took jessica home and then i went home.
basically thats was my day yesterday!
this weekend im supposed to go to clearwater beach with ashley and stay over night and well its gonna be so fkin fun.And in about 15 days im goin on a retreat with jessica for her church i went the past 2 years and it was so much fun and this time joe is goin so itll be more fun cuz wuuu wee hes a hottie lmao.BUt yea i cant fkin wait =)
it was the last day and it was really depressin like everyone is leaving and i see most of everyone in school anyways.Spencer almost made me cry in science cuz hes moving to largo and im goin to miss him SO much like he can get really annoyin sometimes but he always makes me laugh.And i hate it cuz ill prolly never see him again and that alone makes me want to just cry.
I told megan to meet me where we eat lunch so i could give her the last note i was goin to write her but knwoing me ill prolly write her some next year and give them to her when i see her...wait if i see her =/.So basically i think the note was the most meaningful and heartfelt note i have ever written her.She said it made her really sad but i dont kno why.But then again when i was writing it, it made me sad to but only cuz i knew it would be the last one plus everything i wrote ive been feeling for so long and i just finally needed to write it down and its like a huge weight lifted off my shoulders.and im prolly never gonna see her either cuz the only time im gonna get to see her is if she wants to see me =/
but hey...she was the 1st one to call me this summer lmao although it was after school yesterday.and let me tell you when she called my heart dropped cuz she was the last person i expected to call me.She called to tell me that my note was sad and that she'd call me later and then she said i love you and i said i love you to.I hate that though like dont get me wrong i love when she says it but i dont think its tru like when i say it I MEAN IT.
When i hung up with her i was like wow i cant belive she called and i was happy and then all of a sudden i started crying and i hated it.LIke in my head everything was all mixed up>LIke i was thinkin about how this summer is gonna be lame if i dont see her and how next her wont be the same w/o her.And i just started crying and i felt like such a little kid =/
ok so jessica called me after all that and asked if i wanted to go to jenn's hosue.So basically i went over there and we hung out pretty much the rest of the day.Like i get there and we look through the shs yrbook and we were talkin to nicole on the phone and me and jenn had a really good conversation cuz me and her are kinda in the same boat =/.Jenn read all my notes and she said she was confused for me lol and i was like yea me to lol.She also saw the picture of the hair i want and she liked it so boo ya to anyone who doesnt like it.Then me and jessica had a really good talk like about getting married and shit like i dont think u need to be married to be in love and to be committed i was liek you dont need a lil piece of paper to prove that and yea it was just really good.So then we ended up playin suck and blow with a receipt from W.D lol and it was really weird like it was only 3 of us and it was just awekward like i was NOT kissin a girl wel not those girls...no offense lmao
anyway so we end up goin outside and who shoudl show up? That right lucas.Me and jessica were talkin bout him earlier to cuz hes jenns brothers friend and i was liek he needs to come over here.So he definalty showed up and jesica was liek omg and i was liek holy shit and jessica definatly went inside and got my camera and asked for a picture lmao.It was so fkin funny it brough me back to our micro days last yr when we used to do that.BUt w/e hes still hot but alot taller than last yr lmao.
So anyway we ordered pizza and we were sitting out by her pool and jessica was tryin to get me to say the "p" word and i was like u dont understand i cant say it.And jessica goes if you love megan you'll say it.She alwasy uses that on me.I was liek omfg i cant believe ur doin this to me.I was freakin out cuz like now i had to say it and like i cant and i dont kno why.So me and jessica were outside and jenn went back in for somehitn and i was like jessica i have to say it and shes like yea if you love her and i defiantly said and.Jessica was liek holy fkin shit u did it lol.I was so proud but i felt so dirty liek i needed to go brush my teeth lmao
so anyway then we walk to this hosue thats being built and kinda just walked around in it and then we came back and my sister was there and she took jessica home and then i went home.
basically thats was my day yesterday!
this weekend im supposed to go to clearwater beach with ashley and stay over night and well its gonna be so fkin fun.And in about 15 days im goin on a retreat with jessica for her church i went the past 2 years and it was so much fun and this time joe is goin so itll be more fun cuz wuuu wee hes a hottie lmao.BUt yea i cant fkin wait =)