Jan 30, 2009 13:13
So these past 5 months have been crazy for me.Not only did I fall in love, but I got my heart fucking trampled on by a stampede.Found out my boyfriend was cheating on me.Ok so me and his girlfriend Brittany have gotten really close since we found out.[She took him back].We start talking....its bad enough I'm thinking he's been cheating the past month...no....he's been cheating THEEEE WHOLE TIME! Except for about a month[November] when they were broken up for a little bit.And its not even over yet. THEN I find out he was dating a THIRD girl until November.Apparently both girls left him cuz he was never around[suprise suprise he was ALWAYS with me].I had NO idea.Then...here comes the shocker...I find out he has a fucking FOUR YEAR OLD SON! HE NEVER TOLD ME ABOUT THIS!!! Its just been a roller coaster everyday since I found out.He's trying to make me feel like shit like I did something wrong.Bottom line...he's mad cuz he got caught.Thank god I haven't been home...its like I've had a vacation since it all happened.First Reno,now Brentwood.
I went to the Hysteria show on Saturday. Ahh I've missed going to shows.
I miss hanging out with Katy.And Nicole. =(
Now I'm moving on the 12th...going to Reno.I need a fresh start and this is a perfect window of opportunity for me. I'm taking full advantage and for once in my life doing something good for my future.
All I want to say now is FUCK GUYS.FUCK CHEATERS! haha =)
Goodbye for now[Sorry,that was kinda long,huh?]