d-day
i want to see 'phantom'...
The Joys of a New Job. Hooray. Hoorah.
By: Taryn L. Livingston
i just want this all to be over.
no more suffering.
no more agony.
no more awkwardness.
please just let it be quick and painless
and let me slip into it gracefully.
can i just rest with the fact that there's no way out?
that it is everyone's destiny one way or another?
the pit in my stomach begins to digest my internal organs,
and i want to turn back and just forget this one.
and why. why not earlier.
one more week of ecstacy, and i'm given this, THIS;
a tragedy.
woe. woe. and yet:
inexperience will still try and get the best of me,
playing tricks on my mind:
saying i'm not good enough.
saying i'm not fast enough.
but can i adjust quickly, resilliently?
i always bite off more than i can chew
so can this just go down easily?
goodbye sanity, u were the best
take some of this burden away.
so i can rest.
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what a mother fucker. at least i had 2 months of bliss...
sleep would be nice and yet it leads me closer to the inevitable...
i think i'll run from it for now.
The Joys of a New Job. Hooray. Hoorah.
By: Taryn L. Livingston
i just want this all to be over.
no more suffering.
no more agony.
no more awkwardness.
please just let it be quick and painless
and let me slip into it gracefully.
can i just rest with the fact that there's no way out?
that it is everyone's destiny one way or another?
the pit in my stomach begins to digest my internal organs,
and i want to turn back and just forget this one.
and why. why not earlier.
one more week of ecstacy, and i'm given this, THIS;
a tragedy.
woe. woe. and yet:
inexperience will still try and get the best of me,
playing tricks on my mind:
saying i'm not good enough.
saying i'm not fast enough.
but can i adjust quickly, resilliently?
i always bite off more than i can chew
so can this just go down easily?
goodbye sanity, u were the best
take some of this burden away.
so i can rest.
---------------------
what a mother fucker. at least i had 2 months of bliss...
sleep would be nice and yet it leads me closer to the inevitable...
i think i'll run from it for now.