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My friend, or at least someone i used to party with Died a couple nights ago from an overdose.
He was really good friends with Danny and Ryan knew him and use to be his best friend in Grade school.
I dont know how to take it. At first i was just like Wowe omg, and i even smiled because it was such a big deal and everyone was getting so excited and i dont handle drama too well. But then later on i could start feeling everyones pain in my stomache and in my heart And last night it was just a sad night.
Then air was just not normal, is smelled differnt and everything just looked really sad.
The moon was sad and the trees, my mom and my brother, Jon, and Danny. And i dont know i just felt really bad for Danny. I dont know why i felt so bad for him, probably just because he knew him so well and use to be his best friend.
I have to go to work and i dont want to at all i just want to stay home and watch movies, and go to the beanch and hang out with my mom and my brother. I want to just relax and catch up on some sleep.
But i cant because...Sunshine has to go to the bank and do some other stuff.. but thats fine.. whatver.
It happens im going to go to work and try my best to work and work my best.
As for the danny thing i felt liek i sounced so cold hearted to him a couple of nights ago when he told me that phillip died.. but i already knew and i wanted him to think like he was telling me.. because i wanted to sypathize with him but i was tired and not thinking.
But i did tell him sorry and i hope he feels better i dont think i really need to worry about it i mean hes prob not even thinking about that hes prob stil thinking about what happened with phillip.
Im sure he lkes me, why wouldnt he right? and honestly so i got flustered a little. Oh well.. i care about him and the unviverse knows that. So if we are meant to be friends we will be
I have to go get ready for work but honestly this deatht hing freaks me out and i really wishi didnt have to work today.
Bye
Sasha
He was really good friends with Danny and Ryan knew him and use to be his best friend in Grade school.
I dont know how to take it. At first i was just like Wowe omg, and i even smiled because it was such a big deal and everyone was getting so excited and i dont handle drama too well. But then later on i could start feeling everyones pain in my stomache and in my heart And last night it was just a sad night.
Then air was just not normal, is smelled differnt and everything just looked really sad.
The moon was sad and the trees, my mom and my brother, Jon, and Danny. And i dont know i just felt really bad for Danny. I dont know why i felt so bad for him, probably just because he knew him so well and use to be his best friend.
I have to go to work and i dont want to at all i just want to stay home and watch movies, and go to the beanch and hang out with my mom and my brother. I want to just relax and catch up on some sleep.
But i cant because...Sunshine has to go to the bank and do some other stuff.. but thats fine.. whatver.
It happens im going to go to work and try my best to work and work my best.
As for the danny thing i felt liek i sounced so cold hearted to him a couple of nights ago when he told me that phillip died.. but i already knew and i wanted him to think like he was telling me.. because i wanted to sypathize with him but i was tired and not thinking.
But i did tell him sorry and i hope he feels better i dont think i really need to worry about it i mean hes prob not even thinking about that hes prob stil thinking about what happened with phillip.
Im sure he lkes me, why wouldnt he right? and honestly so i got flustered a little. Oh well.. i care about him and the unviverse knows that. So if we are meant to be friends we will be
I have to go get ready for work but honestly this deatht hing freaks me out and i really wishi didnt have to work today.
Bye
Sasha