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Man I really miss Blake... sometimes it is just so hard!! It is like.. I dont know what it is like... I am so in love I feel pathetic!! But I have seriously never been happier...
I am really stressing over senior project... and wish Blake was here... I just want a hug.. I just want to be in his arms to be comforted... being next to him is such a comforting feeling... and I dont think I ever sleep as well as I do when he is next to me...
but in 9 years!! we will be married and then I can sleep next to him every night... I really look forward to that...
well I guess I should update my new life plans.. I am planning on going to UNLV (I dont see why I wouldnt get accepted) for my MSW then the semester after I finish I will do a forensic social work program- which is awesome because it is excatly what I want!! And even better because it is in Vegas...
What really sucks though is that I'll be living in some random place and not with him... which of course can't happen for 9 years til we get married... haha!! But yeah... I mean it is hard to be away from him now- but there is so much distance between us, when we are that close I think to be away from him in some ways will be even harder because I know he is right there...
Seriously I have never felt so important or valued before!! And I've never felt such a connection with someone before... he makes me smile =) aww... I must sound pathetic!! haha but I don't care!! haha!! He has brought so much to my life and I thank God for bringing him into my life... =)
I cant lie and say things are ALWAYS great.. although for the most part they are... somtimes I feel like I get pushed to the side and other things are more important, but I guess that is okay.. I mean... what do I expect? Cant expect him to put his whole life on hold for me... And since I have no life, I can give more... haha!! But yeah it is fine though- only bothers me sometimes, but not enough to add up to anything...
Well.. I had better stop procrastinating and get busy on my senior project... more ... some time.. not promising soon.. Ive been really lacking... but I hope to catch up in here once the semester is over...
there is relief in sight!! Blake's mom said that she is going to have the hot tub all hot and ready for me when we land on the 23rd in Texas!! Haha.. sounds soo inviting!!! =) I cant wait to meet her!!!
okie.. for real.. gotta jet!!!
ciao
I am really stressing over senior project... and wish Blake was here... I just want a hug.. I just want to be in his arms to be comforted... being next to him is such a comforting feeling... and I dont think I ever sleep as well as I do when he is next to me...
but in 9 years!! we will be married and then I can sleep next to him every night... I really look forward to that...
well I guess I should update my new life plans.. I am planning on going to UNLV (I dont see why I wouldnt get accepted) for my MSW then the semester after I finish I will do a forensic social work program- which is awesome because it is excatly what I want!! And even better because it is in Vegas...
What really sucks though is that I'll be living in some random place and not with him... which of course can't happen for 9 years til we get married... haha!! But yeah... I mean it is hard to be away from him now- but there is so much distance between us, when we are that close I think to be away from him in some ways will be even harder because I know he is right there...
Seriously I have never felt so important or valued before!! And I've never felt such a connection with someone before... he makes me smile =) aww... I must sound pathetic!! haha but I don't care!! haha!! He has brought so much to my life and I thank God for bringing him into my life... =)
I cant lie and say things are ALWAYS great.. although for the most part they are... somtimes I feel like I get pushed to the side and other things are more important, but I guess that is okay.. I mean... what do I expect? Cant expect him to put his whole life on hold for me... And since I have no life, I can give more... haha!! But yeah it is fine though- only bothers me sometimes, but not enough to add up to anything...
Well.. I had better stop procrastinating and get busy on my senior project... more ... some time.. not promising soon.. Ive been really lacking... but I hope to catch up in here once the semester is over...
there is relief in sight!! Blake's mom said that she is going to have the hot tub all hot and ready for me when we land on the 23rd in Texas!! Haha.. sounds soo inviting!!! =) I cant wait to meet her!!!
okie.. for real.. gotta jet!!!
ciao