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[nuttyfox]

so I am tired and in a bad mood.. I wish I were either back at Swansea with my friends or on a plane going home- not sitting here in a hotel room in London-- I thought I wanted to come to London but not so much anymre- it was sohard to say goodbye to my friends- now I just feel stuck in the middle I cant go see them and I cant go see my family- and I just want one or the other.. i miss them so much!! it was soo freakin hard to say goodbye- I kept cryin and then I cried on the train!! it was horrible!! Thankfuly some people on each train helped me with my bags- othrwise Id be screwed- so getting on the train at Swansea I asked a worker to help me.. and he did. and then when I was getting off at Reading there was a nice family and the guy helped me get them off.. and then to go on the train two workers grabbed my bags and put them on for me.. and then when I got off at Slough this cute guy offered to help me get my bag down- we made small talk and he decided he would help me carry the bags farther. He ran into his girlfriend who was meeting him there- haha!! she was not too happy!! But I had to get on the other side of the train station- which meant up and down stairs and this amazing guy grabbed both bags and carried them for me! And then even though his gf was pissed- he walked with me all the way to the bus station- he offered to stay while I waited for the bus but I told him I would be okay - mainly I didn't want his gf all pissey!! But he was really nice.. then I was struggling to get my bags on the bus- and this guy behind me helped- then on the bus this girl started talking to me about where i was going i told her i wasnt sure where to get off i was just gonna look for the hotel. well the guy who helped me came up to me and offered to help me find it..so we chit chatted- about school mostly - realy nice guy. so then we get off the bus and had to walk about 5 minutes to the hotel- so thank goodness he was with me or it would have been really scary!! so yup great help- he gave me his number- not sure if ill cal... anyhow now im really tired so im gonna go to bed.. i dont want to be alone... eh

--cheers--