Exams!
I've cleared 4 papers already, going for another 2 more this coming week. Sigh first 4 papers were really difficult compared to the past year papers, I guess they are trying to pull up the standards. I just hope that the moderation of marks would be to my favour. I'm pretty worried about my last paper, Mechanics of Materials, I got a C grade for my quiz which amounts to 30% of the overall marks. Worse still it is a 4 AU module and I really do hope that I can get a B for my overall grade. From the way things are right now, I'll be lucky to get a D this semester... X fingers that I won't da pao any subjects.
Sometimes i do think why do I have to go through so much just to fulfill a certain objective(in this case degree) whereas other people can just get through easily. Why is it that it always seem that when i put in 101% but the results doesn't show. Side track a little, in processes, Input = Output. Where did the my 101% go? Lost? That's one reason why i felt this semester was a letdown.
Just came back from my boss wedding, it was held at Rasa Sentosa, thank God for Alan who drove us over there, otherwise I won't be home so early. The bride and bridegroom look really happy and wonderful together, heh I wonder when will be my turn. Well I don't really have much time to think about these due to the heavy workload in school. But when the thought creeps in I often find myself at a loss. It's been 5 years already and as a human I often complain to God. I always get this feeling that the word perservere keep coming back to me. Perhaps when a person perserveres in finding something, the sense of satisfaction will be greater than without. But I find myself thinking whether I' m good enough for that certain person. It's a pretty negative thought as it reduces my self esteem. Hopefully one day I'll meet the one whom I've been waiting for. No one likes to be alone.
But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. - Matthew 6:33
Sometimes i do think why do I have to go through so much just to fulfill a certain objective(in this case degree) whereas other people can just get through easily. Why is it that it always seem that when i put in 101% but the results doesn't show. Side track a little, in processes, Input = Output. Where did the my 101% go? Lost? That's one reason why i felt this semester was a letdown.
Just came back from my boss wedding, it was held at Rasa Sentosa, thank God for Alan who drove us over there, otherwise I won't be home so early. The bride and bridegroom look really happy and wonderful together, heh I wonder when will be my turn. Well I don't really have much time to think about these due to the heavy workload in school. But when the thought creeps in I often find myself at a loss. It's been 5 years already and as a human I often complain to God. I always get this feeling that the word perservere keep coming back to me. Perhaps when a person perserveres in finding something, the sense of satisfaction will be greater than without. But I find myself thinking whether I' m good enough for that certain person. It's a pretty negative thought as it reduces my self esteem. Hopefully one day I'll meet the one whom I've been waiting for. No one likes to be alone.
But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. - Matthew 6:33