Mar 03, 2005 18:00
tired and restless.
english is kicking my ass all of the sudden now, too.
i don't want to do all that stupid work.
julia's been snipey, and i don't know why.
i think it's kind of ironic that i abhor people who let it all hang out on something as trivial as the el jay but shy away from it in public, and yet here i am, doing just that...so i might as well get on with it.
we are arguing over things that do not matter. i say something, and you automatically roll your eyes and scoff, then proceed to insinuate to me that i'm full of it and my 'callousness' has led to your offense.
don't blame it on physics, because i've already offered to help you and you haven't asked.
don't blame it on being lazy in art, because everyone is, and you have plenty of work to show him next week for whatever you've been doing for the past year.
don't treat my like i'm stupid. i want a real answer. i don't care if it means screaming at eachother for hours- i'm sick of this fake relationship we've got going on now and i want the air cleared. you are too important to me for something this stupid this late in the time that we've known eachother to break apart.