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Ok, so here we are again, nearing my birthday, and I’m feeling depressed again. This is turning into a tradition, and not a good one. I don’t quite know why I always feel this way every year. Lonely and not quite here (and not in a good floaty way).
I don’t really know what to say. Maybe this feeling will go away, maybe it never will and I’ll feel like this every year, who knows.
I don’t feel like me. And I don’t know who I am now and how to change back.
I want to change back.