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ok whoa Its been awhile again, not good.
So still no improvement on the rachel front. Mum keeps telling me to ring her for a chat, I don't think she realises how weird it would be. We all tend to communicate throu facebook, text or in person, and since rach is not on facebook much, barely answers her texts and never meets up with us, I don't know what to do. Especially with the newest info that she may not be back for my birthday, its as if she doesn't care anymore, and I won't be draged back down into feeling worthless for anyone.
On a brighter note, I'll be going out on my birthday (or near it) with the people from work! and maybe a meal with the people I went to Alton towers with as well as Kirsty. No Zee as she's in London for uni stuff (which is fine she told me as soon as she knew) and we're doing somthing on the Friday she's back.
I guess not much else to say right now
so
till next time
So still no improvement on the rachel front. Mum keeps telling me to ring her for a chat, I don't think she realises how weird it would be. We all tend to communicate throu facebook, text or in person, and since rach is not on facebook much, barely answers her texts and never meets up with us, I don't know what to do. Especially with the newest info that she may not be back for my birthday, its as if she doesn't care anymore, and I won't be draged back down into feeling worthless for anyone.
On a brighter note, I'll be going out on my birthday (or near it) with the people from work! and maybe a meal with the people I went to Alton towers with as well as Kirsty. No Zee as she's in London for uni stuff (which is fine she told me as soon as she knew) and we're doing somthing on the Friday she's back.
I guess not much else to say right now
so
till next time