Complete Disaster

[nuttmeg]

I do believe that I am absolutely miserable. I am grateful for my friends and my family. They are always a source of warmth in my life, but other than them I don't have a whole lot going for me right now. I hate winter. I am sick. I am depressed. I am heartbroken. I am lonely (but I'm not about to walk out the door looking for someone to be with). I am tired and worn out. I am weak. I am loosing weight without intending to do so. I am skipping 5 classes today because I feel ill and just because I'd rather not do anything today. Thank you very much. I am going to go to dinner at 5 with my girls but only because I know if I don't leave my building at some point in time today I won't leave tomorrow either. And that right there is just asking for trouble.

So tonight I'll prepare for my vocabulary test on Thursday and do all of my reading for my classes thus far... maybe. And I think that's just about all I will be doing.

A mess.

A complete and utter disaster.