Mar 11, 2007 15:01
I was planning on going to his Memorial Service... but I just couldn't bring myself to do it. I have been experiencing so much death and sickness lately.. and I don' t think I can do it. I would be bawling... and going completely nuts.
My mom might be dying... and that is just much more than I can handle...
I am still trying to find out my health problems as well...
I wish I had someone to talk to... this is hard... very hard.