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So... life hasn't really been all that exciting lately.
Christmas wasn't too bad. I got a digital camera. Really, that is the only thing that I wanted.
I got a bunch of other stuff, but I won't bore you with the details.
Lifes just been hectic... stressful.
My mom and my sister are driving me nuts. My brother is totally out of the picture... my dad is calling me now and it's all fine and dandy, but do you think I could have gotten a Christmas card? Hell no.
I've been fighting with Sean a lot lately. I think it's because we spend every waking moment together. I love him more than anything, but we don't have our own hobbies. We are just with eachother all of the time. Plus, the stress of living with my mom has gotten to the both of us.
She's struggling right now and always demanding money, which we don't have. Sean wants to move in with his parents now... they wouldn't charge us for rent, we'd just have to buy our own food. Not too shabby... but I love my mom and I don't want to have to leave her.
I'm just torn... Part of me wants to drop out of school, get a good full-time job, and help my mom. She's been there to help me all of my life...
Then... the other part of me just wants to move to Sean's parents... save money for college, and begin my life. I just don't know what to do.
I guess I'm just going crazy because I don't have friends... I have no life.
I'm pathetic.
Well, I'm off to analyze lyrics and most likely cry. I need a good one of those.
Christmas wasn't too bad. I got a digital camera. Really, that is the only thing that I wanted.
I got a bunch of other stuff, but I won't bore you with the details.
Lifes just been hectic... stressful.
My mom and my sister are driving me nuts. My brother is totally out of the picture... my dad is calling me now and it's all fine and dandy, but do you think I could have gotten a Christmas card? Hell no.
I've been fighting with Sean a lot lately. I think it's because we spend every waking moment together. I love him more than anything, but we don't have our own hobbies. We are just with eachother all of the time. Plus, the stress of living with my mom has gotten to the both of us.
She's struggling right now and always demanding money, which we don't have. Sean wants to move in with his parents now... they wouldn't charge us for rent, we'd just have to buy our own food. Not too shabby... but I love my mom and I don't want to have to leave her.
I'm just torn... Part of me wants to drop out of school, get a good full-time job, and help my mom. She's been there to help me all of my life...
Then... the other part of me just wants to move to Sean's parents... save money for college, and begin my life. I just don't know what to do.
I guess I'm just going crazy because I don't have friends... I have no life.
I'm pathetic.
Well, I'm off to analyze lyrics and most likely cry. I need a good one of those.