Oct 03, 2005 21:31
I am looking around the room at things that do not belong to me.
The girl in the white dress walks with a spring in her step as lite as a morning cobweb, today she hasn't a care in the world.
Being a "one-upper" is a character flaw, please change it.
Trying to behave like my mother, isn't very appealing.
I have nothing but cruel words right now... I wonder where I am getting that from.
This unending hatred and cynicism better leave me soon, because I can almost not take my attitude much longer.
Goal: A life that has nothing to do with the past, but longs for the future.
Pray.
Believe.
Care.
Live.
This clusterfuck of thoughts was brought to you by none other than the wandering mind of MMT.
Back to reality:
There is an older man that I know. He was in my real estate class with me for the past 3 weeks. Now he has my number, and uses it. He works for Disney as a analytic mediator or something. He is very dorky and really has nothing interesting to say. He is from Chicago, and was there this weekend to visit family I guess. When I first met him, I was drawn to him. Now the chase is over and I no longer want him, but he wants me. There is a 21 year age difference between us, which is better than the last guy...30 year age difference. I had to write this down because it is the only way for me to realize what a dooface I am. Find me a cute, young(my age) dude!!!!!