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Okay, so I'm back! I was away a hell of a lot longer than planned, and I'm really sorry :( I just had a lot going on, and still now I'm doing full time hours at work to save up some money. I went on two holidays, finished my exams, and won Employee of the month two months in a row at my new job! I love it, and apparently I'm awesome at it! I've been working there for two months, and my manager told me he wants to see an application to be a supervisor off me the next time there's a vacancy. I was like "... 0_0!" Also, I get on with everyone so well. I've made some really great friends, and I enjoy it so bloody much. Not to mention it has done my confidence the world of good, and since the majority of the people I work with are young guys, I basically get paid to flirt. Also, free films since it's a cinema!
On top of this, my love life has finally got a spring in it's step for once. There's a guy I work with - Jamie, who is the loveliest, nicest and sweetest person you could ever meet. He spends half of his day complimenting me, and saying how pretty he thinks I am. This never happens to me, so to be honest I've been too flattered to really do anything other than giggle and softly disagree. Anyway, I think he likes me, but ... I don't think I like him back. Don't get me wrong, he's an absolutely darling. A complete and utter gentleman, makes me feel like a million bucks, attentive and kind. But. He just doesn't challenge me, or push my buttons enough. There's a guy I work with called Dave who I absolutely LOVE. He's actually perfect for me. He's sweet, kind, hilarious, cheeky, confident and he challenges me at every oppourtunity. It's never boring. The other night we had a shift together, and we were putting the closing locks on the screens in the pitch black. He came along with me because it's a bit terrifying otherwise, haha. Anyway, at one point he hid and scared the shit out of me. And it was hilarious! We had sooo much fun, but I just can't help but think - Jamie would have never of done that. He's too nice, too sweet, too gentle. I think he's just too nice. I need someone who can give as good as he gets, and I know Jamie would never be like that.
Okay, this is silly and presumptive and I need to stop analysing and start having fun! I've decided to take a gap year to save some money and relax, and damn it I'm determined to do it! I want to just act like an 18 year old, and not worry and go out and be silly and immature.
This is a bit of a pointless post, so really I'm going to wrap it up with Hi! I'm back! Hope you're all brilliant and beautiful like usual :)
ALSO - HIMYM EMMY NOM! HELL YES! WOOOOOOOO!
On top of this, my love life has finally got a spring in it's step for once. There's a guy I work with - Jamie, who is the loveliest, nicest and sweetest person you could ever meet. He spends half of his day complimenting me, and saying how pretty he thinks I am. This never happens to me, so to be honest I've been too flattered to really do anything other than giggle and softly disagree. Anyway, I think he likes me, but ... I don't think I like him back. Don't get me wrong, he's an absolutely darling. A complete and utter gentleman, makes me feel like a million bucks, attentive and kind. But. He just doesn't challenge me, or push my buttons enough. There's a guy I work with called Dave who I absolutely LOVE. He's actually perfect for me. He's sweet, kind, hilarious, cheeky, confident and he challenges me at every oppourtunity. It's never boring. The other night we had a shift together, and we were putting the closing locks on the screens in the pitch black. He came along with me because it's a bit terrifying otherwise, haha. Anyway, at one point he hid and scared the shit out of me. And it was hilarious! We had sooo much fun, but I just can't help but think - Jamie would have never of done that. He's too nice, too sweet, too gentle. I think he's just too nice. I need someone who can give as good as he gets, and I know Jamie would never be like that.
Okay, this is silly and presumptive and I need to stop analysing and start having fun! I've decided to take a gap year to save some money and relax, and damn it I'm determined to do it! I want to just act like an 18 year old, and not worry and go out and be silly and immature.
This is a bit of a pointless post, so really I'm going to wrap it up with Hi! I'm back! Hope you're all brilliant and beautiful like usual :)
ALSO - HIMYM EMMY NOM! HELL YES! WOOOOOOOO!