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I wonder why I don't have any friends?
I don't really have a best friend, or even any really tight friends. I have friends I've known forever and old work friends from boston pizza but I wouldn't call any of them my best friend. It came really clear once I moved who actually cared about me, which doesn't seem to be to many people. Friends I hung with multiple times a week while I lived in Winnipeg don't even attempt to contact me. I've tried to make plans with people and usually we do hang out if I'm coming in to the city but shouldn't a friend want to know whats going on and be in contact more than the occasional hang out that I usually arrange? I feel like I should just cut off all contact to these people, but then what? Try and make new friends? Luckily I've made friendships out of Phil's friends which is nice, but shouldn't I have my own friends? Is there a reason people don't like me?
Maybe it's my age group. I'm not a big bar star, I work a real job, own a house, etc. Most people I know my age only care about getting drunk and laid. Whatever.
I guess for now my crew consists of Phil, Andy, Bruno, Kiwi, Artemis and Mimi.
I don't really have a best friend, or even any really tight friends. I have friends I've known forever and old work friends from boston pizza but I wouldn't call any of them my best friend. It came really clear once I moved who actually cared about me, which doesn't seem to be to many people. Friends I hung with multiple times a week while I lived in Winnipeg don't even attempt to contact me. I've tried to make plans with people and usually we do hang out if I'm coming in to the city but shouldn't a friend want to know whats going on and be in contact more than the occasional hang out that I usually arrange? I feel like I should just cut off all contact to these people, but then what? Try and make new friends? Luckily I've made friendships out of Phil's friends which is nice, but shouldn't I have my own friends? Is there a reason people don't like me?
Maybe it's my age group. I'm not a big bar star, I work a real job, own a house, etc. Most people I know my age only care about getting drunk and laid. Whatever.
I guess for now my crew consists of Phil, Andy, Bruno, Kiwi, Artemis and Mimi.