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Yucky. i know it sounds like a childish word, but that's how i feel right now. i'm feeling stressed and thus depressed. everything seems out of control and unmanageable. i feel grossly fat for some reason too. and alone. i just want to curl up in my bed, cry, and fall asleep. but i can't. it's like, while i want to let all my feelings out, it's easier just to hide them further inside and hope that eventually i'll stop feeling.