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running through a tunnel of trees up hill after hill through waves of heat. hearing only the sound of my pounding feet, heavy breathing, and lashing of sweat soaked hair against my back. pushing slowly up the mountain. feeling as though my lungs might burst, and my heart might shatter. inwardly yelling "HARDER! FASTER!" but my body failing to listen. mentally crying in pain. my satisfaction is the drowning of bugs in the downpour of sweat dripping from my body: something else is suffering too.