Apr 14, 2005 23:25
Yesterday I saw the boy that I used to have/kinda still do have a crush on. Better yet I talked to him. It pretty much made my day.
That is before I realized I was sad and alone.
And before I trapsed all over upper Manhattan with a giant of an Apartment Broker and still have no apartment.
Then my day sucked and I came home didn't eat proper dinner, just mango and rice cakes and watched so much TV.
Then today more realizations about my love life and others love lives that made me sad again.
But I decided not to be sad and I applied for a job instead.
Then someone offered me this advice...
"I just want someone to sleep with/cuddle with/go on dates with on the weekends so I can have the rest of the week to myself but still get laid."
And I realized that is what I want too.
so I replied,
"I have friends to keep me company."
And I am so excited for karaoke i might wet myself tomorrow in Vinnie's class. Watch out.
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