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last night i watched two movies that i got from the library and slept on the new couch. it was comfortable. earlier mom and i went to red lobster. delish, obv. i woke up originally at 7 but went back to sleep and then woke up at 12. talked briefly with allison. then i called alex. i think we're hanging out later. today is evil in multiple ways. mike's being a douche baby, getting upset about everything. i'm so tired of it. i think maybe it's both of us. al is in a funk. school schedule thing is soon. i just know my schedule is gonna be such a dildo. i don't care. it'll change. i'm gonna try not to think about it. things are shitty, but it’ll pass soon. i bit my lip the other day eating. it’s swollen, but it’s pretty funny. just for the record- i dislike sundays. not many people like them either, unless they’re uber religious or something. what reason is there to like them? there’s never anything to do except watch tv, and sometimes i just don’t want to.
i don’t know what to do. i’m waiting for alex to call me back after his shower. i don’t know what’s going to happen at all, i mean with anything. i was watchin this movie earlier on the super station, and allison said that a priest rapes two boys. i missed it too. i wonder if we were even talking about the same movie. i sorta wish i was stranded, like on castaway. i could use the alone time. of course for not as long as the dude was, maybe a week. i wonder what ian’s doing.
oh, i checked my horoscope, and it’s good news. very accurate too.
“For August 15: An unresolved issue continues to weigh heavily on your heart until later today. At that point, you may not hear what you want to hear, but come to accept things as they really are. There is only so much you can do to motivate or educate. Even getting someone to listen and respond appropriately has been larded with frustration. The good news is that the end of a difficult time is near. Instead of feeling pulled in opposite directions, you’ll soon get your life back.”
i guess believing some crap that many believe to be made up makes me feel more calm. i cut my nails and filed them squarlyish and now i can’t scratch as good.
that’s all.
i don’t know what to do. i’m waiting for alex to call me back after his shower. i don’t know what’s going to happen at all, i mean with anything. i was watchin this movie earlier on the super station, and allison said that a priest rapes two boys. i missed it too. i wonder if we were even talking about the same movie. i sorta wish i was stranded, like on castaway. i could use the alone time. of course for not as long as the dude was, maybe a week. i wonder what ian’s doing.
oh, i checked my horoscope, and it’s good news. very accurate too.
“For August 15: An unresolved issue continues to weigh heavily on your heart until later today. At that point, you may not hear what you want to hear, but come to accept things as they really are. There is only so much you can do to motivate or educate. Even getting someone to listen and respond appropriately has been larded with frustration. The good news is that the end of a difficult time is near. Instead of feeling pulled in opposite directions, you’ll soon get your life back.”
i guess believing some crap that many believe to be made up makes me feel more calm. i cut my nails and filed them squarlyish and now i can’t scratch as good.
that’s all.