dont have to read this...
so tonight was fun...started off by going to the red eye, the coffee shop downtown with mike houlihan and scotty(!!!) and a couple other people, but i loved it cuz...it was fun, then we went to white pine so they could rollarblade and some other people came (ezra...lol), then went to bryans again because he was having a few people over...it was johnny spikers 18th birthday! yay, then al, steph and i went over to sweneys for a little bit, on my way home stopped back at bryans and yea...here i am
so i dont know...i have a lot on my mind
first of all, i've been thinking of all the people that i used to be close to at one time and seeing how i barely talk to some of them really bothers me...i mean how can you be such good friends with some people for even years...and end up not talking when you probably pass them at school a few times a day? its just really sad...senior year and i'm just not ready to let go i guess, theres people i just wanna give a hug to, tell them that i miss them and that i love them lol...honestly
second...how can you feel so loved and lonely all at the same time? its a very strange feeling and i've never felt it before...and so many songs remind me of people at one time or another, totally takes me back to a memory with that person and most of the time brings me down...
definitely not my normal entry...yes its a boring one about what i'm thinking about so sorry, it wont happen again...i promise lol
ps- i turn 18 in one month from today
so i dont know...i have a lot on my mind
first of all, i've been thinking of all the people that i used to be close to at one time and seeing how i barely talk to some of them really bothers me...i mean how can you be such good friends with some people for even years...and end up not talking when you probably pass them at school a few times a day? its just really sad...senior year and i'm just not ready to let go i guess, theres people i just wanna give a hug to, tell them that i miss them and that i love them lol...honestly
second...how can you feel so loved and lonely all at the same time? its a very strange feeling and i've never felt it before...and so many songs remind me of people at one time or another, totally takes me back to a memory with that person and most of the time brings me down...
definitely not my normal entry...yes its a boring one about what i'm thinking about so sorry, it wont happen again...i promise lol
ps- i turn 18 in one month from today