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i had a long talk with him today... he hurt me and he knows it... now that i have talked to him im ready to move on... i hope they are happy together... i really am b/c i couldnt make him happy. im still depressed and i want to move home but ... i have 3 semesters left including this one... this one is going to suck but im looking forward to this summer b/c they are teaching a sociology of education class which sounds really cool. and then it would be pointless to move with one semester left... i jsut have to keep thinking to my self that this is what i wanted and that i know I KNOW i will be better off for it in the long run. I know this...
on the upside ... i love living alone... i love not cleaning up after ppl and not cooking for other people and not worring about calling home and... i could go on and on... i've always said i wanted to live alone.. and i think its something i need to do before i settle down with anyone...i cant know myself with someone there all the time... i need time to breath and think and reflect...
i know that as much as things suck... and i think are going to get worse before better.. i know this is for the best... i just wish i could remember that when things really suck
on the upside ... i love living alone... i love not cleaning up after ppl and not cooking for other people and not worring about calling home and... i could go on and on... i've always said i wanted to live alone.. and i think its something i need to do before i settle down with anyone...i cant know myself with someone there all the time... i need time to breath and think and reflect...
i know that as much as things suck... and i think are going to get worse before better.. i know this is for the best... i just wish i could remember that when things really suck