Oct 06, 2005 20:08
Today was better. Since last Thursday I've been stressin to finish my english project and to get my grades up. I'm finally through with my english project and my grades have gotten better in the classes I wasnt doing so good in. Now the only class I need to worry about for now is Algebra 2 since she still has me as failing. It's so hard. My mom brought our table pizza for lunch today..it was funny. lol. Anyways, I watched The Cinderella Story earlier..thats a good movie...except I dont know why I watch those kind of movies cuz it just makes me want that kind of relationship with a guy. I guess I dont really know what I want since I just turn nice guys down. I feel bad but idk its weird...I want a good guy that I can trust in my life but yet I dont give anyone a chance. Idk its like if someone doesnt meet up with my expectations 100% I dont even like them. I guess I'm weird. O well. lol. Anyways, I'm going to start going to younglife again Monday. Every Monday has been hectic for me so I havent gone. I really hope I dont get a C cuz I'm scared Ill lose alot of privledges and this is the 1st year Ive gotten a whole lot more privledges! I think my moms kinda already expecting a C though so maybe it wont be too bad. Maybe if i get all AB ill shock her and she'll be really happy. Man I hope I get AB. Well I guess I'm gonna go...So glad tomorrows friday yesssssss :) ....later dudes