"You just deal with it deal with it..."
Well today has ended up to be a really sad day. I Hate deaths!..even if I don't even really know the person that well. I just hate the way deaths affect people. I know it's a part of life but I just hate it. Well I'm really glad I went to swimming today. It was a pretty hard practice but it helped me cuz before I got in the water I had 100 different things in my head and when I got out of the water I wasn't thinking about any of those things cuz I was too busy thinking about how outta shape I am, how megan kicked my butt today in swimming,and how my body ached! lol. Earlier today someone told me something that they heard..I'm not even sure if it's even true but it really bothered me for a while cuz it made me feel like my whole freshman year was all bullshit! But you know what I hate crap like that and I've been thinking and I really dont care about any of it anymore. Our world is so messed up it's not even funny. But ya know what u gotta do--> "You just deal with it deal with it!"..lol the song im listening to just said that! Anyways, This past month has been the best and I've met so many cool new friends and I love younglife and my relationship with God has gotten so much stronger. And that's all I need..I don't need any of the crap to bring me down cuz I'm not gonna let it! I've heard this verse a million times but I heard it again last night at bible study with Heather and it's soo true--> "I can do all things through him that gives me stregnth!" -Phillipians 4:13...I'm pretty sure it's 4:13, lol I memorized it! I love that verse!! Well anyways, I think I'm going to go lay down cuz I'm exhausted. I hope everyone is having a fantastic summer! <33