heavy head & heavy heart
i'm still not over the 'loss' of the hdb flat yet... and its even more depressing that I have to pass by it everyday, either to work or just heading out...
no matter how i try to console myself... it doesn't seem to be working... its almost to the point where i can start tearing the moment i'm near the flats...
I can't believe that I'm allowing such a thing to affect me for so much and for so long...
this sucks...
i also seem to be drowning in at work... i'm covering duties that are not mine.. i'm relieving classes that are not mine, and all that i'm doing is considered someone else's credit...
can someone please tell me why am i still here?
i get so drained out everyday that the last thing i want to do is surf jobsdb and start sending resumes..
i need a break =(
no matter how i try to console myself... it doesn't seem to be working... its almost to the point where i can start tearing the moment i'm near the flats...
I can't believe that I'm allowing such a thing to affect me for so much and for so long...
this sucks...
i also seem to be drowning in at work... i'm covering duties that are not mine.. i'm relieving classes that are not mine, and all that i'm doing is considered someone else's credit...
can someone please tell me why am i still here?
i get so drained out everyday that the last thing i want to do is surf jobsdb and start sending resumes..
i need a break =(