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[nutcake]

I've been learning some stuff about myself recently. The most worrying is my propensity to form attachments to people because of the way they make me feel. And I don't mean in a "He makes me feel happy" kind of way because that's what being in a relationship is about. I mean in an ego boosting, "he makes me feel pretty and wanted" kind of way. I don't like needing other people to make me feel good about myself. I do love being complimented. I don't like the fact that I form attachments on this basis and as a second thought "I want to spend more time with him because I want to get to know him better".

Ho hum. I shouldn't be forming attachments at the moment anyway.