it's been so long
since i wrote here.
not sure neither what language to use nor what to write about. i think i just miss speaking up. sounds like there's a lot inside of me; as i've been holding it down, not letting out.
there're too many feelings at once: happiness and anger, freedom and fear, excitement and boredom...
well, may be that will be a start to my new level here in Ljournal.
may be at last i'll not be scared of this total monitoring of my ex...
may be for God's sake i'll be able to write what i really feel and not hide myself inside!
May be - we will see )
not sure neither what language to use nor what to write about. i think i just miss speaking up. sounds like there's a lot inside of me; as i've been holding it down, not letting out.
there're too many feelings at once: happiness and anger, freedom and fear, excitement and boredom...
well, may be that will be a start to my new level here in Ljournal.
may be at last i'll not be scared of this total monitoring of my ex...
may be for God's sake i'll be able to write what i really feel and not hide myself inside!
May be - we will see )