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So its been forever since I have posted anything about my personal life. Things have been interesting to say the least. I have been going out almost once a weekend. I found a form of alcohol that does not make me spew after a couple of drinks. Thank Gods for Strongbow cider (Gotta love the English). I might be switching jobs if they skip me over for this next promotion. I don't want to be stuck on nights but I need more money bottom line. I got a job offer from the Westin (still nights), which would almost be the same pay raise if I got the promotion to Assistant Manager. So either way I will be making more money by July. I have no love life still, but very confused about a certain friend that sends some mad mixed signals. I think I would go out with him because I think we would be great as a couple, but I have no idea if that is what is being implied. He could just be after sex or friends with benefits. All I care about is if the sex would be enough to get me off, as manly as that sounds. Its just been too long for me to just have a bad one off with some random guy. I at least want it to be a unforgetable one off or several. There are just some things that is not worth settling for and bad sex is one of them. That is the advantage of being the guy; you always get off no matter how bad it really is. So for a freak like me its hard to find someone that can go for hours with all the extra stuff I enjoy in the bedroom. I took a big step and decided to talk to my mother again. I lost a friend and realized that life is too short to live with the regret of not talking to them before they die. I don't answer most of the calls she makes but its fine to talk once a week or two. Good in small doses. Isabella is a total 4 year old brat that has the I wants all the time with no reality of what money is and how we just don't have it. She talked about Santa Clause already. I could just die. Please, if anyone out there is feeling murderous, come to Key West, and KILL ME!