Pointless and quite ranting post
Someone please tell me to go do my homework. Just the thought of opening textbooks at the moment, makes my tummy hurt >.< I'm so freakin' tired of school.. Didn't that Christmas vacation go by a little too quickly? Oh, and I even signed up for course I don't even need. Japanese History. Because I felt like taking it, and I've already bought the books.
Japanese is a tricky language, and I feel that my brain is not cooperating. *Pokes brain with q-tip* Still, I dare say it's easier than Chinese. Problem is, I was more motivated doing studying then. I wish I could go to Japan next semester. I am probably smart enough, if I give it some effort - but then there's how to finance it, where to live, how to get there, and I don't think I want to leave my boyfriend. So what am I to do next? I'm not qualified to get a masters degree *sob*
I know, I'm obsessing over school again.
Also, I'm lonely.
Japanese is a tricky language, and I feel that my brain is not cooperating. *Pokes brain with q-tip* Still, I dare say it's easier than Chinese. Problem is, I was more motivated doing studying then. I wish I could go to Japan next semester. I am probably smart enough, if I give it some effort - but then there's how to finance it, where to live, how to get there, and I don't think I want to leave my boyfriend. So what am I to do next? I'm not qualified to get a masters degree *sob*
I know, I'm obsessing over school again.
Also, I'm lonely.