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am i attractive?
i certainly dont feel that way.
anyway, here is the update with me. i am now working in the mornings...kinda nice. i run in the evenings. i sleep during the night. i havent been to a party since i left michigan. i miss all my friends in michigan more than they will probably ever known. also...brandy and i are planning the "welcome back to the ass hole of the world" party for me. i am thinking that its going to be the saturday that i am back...or maybe if i can talk brandy into it, we can have it both...friday and saturday night. who knows right now. i surely dont. i am truly excited to get back...i actually have a count down. its like 23 days now...i havent checked the calendar today.
anyway...the adam situation. i honestly dont know anymore. its a lost cause. i cant really talk to him anymore...well thats if he ever calls. which his calls are few and far between. its ok, i guess. i just see where i stand. i am his fuck toy. only now, i realize that and I QUIT!!!
i certainly dont feel that way.
anyway, here is the update with me. i am now working in the mornings...kinda nice. i run in the evenings. i sleep during the night. i havent been to a party since i left michigan. i miss all my friends in michigan more than they will probably ever known. also...brandy and i are planning the "welcome back to the ass hole of the world" party for me. i am thinking that its going to be the saturday that i am back...or maybe if i can talk brandy into it, we can have it both...friday and saturday night. who knows right now. i surely dont. i am truly excited to get back...i actually have a count down. its like 23 days now...i havent checked the calendar today.
anyway...the adam situation. i honestly dont know anymore. its a lost cause. i cant really talk to him anymore...well thats if he ever calls. which his calls are few and far between. its ok, i guess. i just see where i stand. i am his fuck toy. only now, i realize that and I QUIT!!!