LOTH Forums
are down... and I can't access the cPanel from the library at all. I'm trying to fix it. If it's still even my job anymore. Who cares. If I don't, they won't be able to, because I'm the one that's been doing it for years. Simple as that.
I've been told it's pretty common knowledge that I'm about to be replaced for the Forums too. As soon as they can find someone who knows enough phpBB to take care of them. Apparently when I posted that I didn't know how long I was going to be gone due to my lack of utilities and asked for prayers, it was taken that I was begging for money in a 'roundabout' way.
I NEVER ASKED FOR MONEY. I ASKED FOR PRAYERS. I also made the statement that if I could not come up with $400+ dollars by a certain date, that my electricity was going to be shut off. I explained that I was trying to sell my old Ford pickup to try and come up with the money. I explained that I was depressed over my husband's difficulty in finding a job. I posted exactly the same, pretty much, that I posted here in my LJ except that I NEVER ASKED FOR MONEY BECAUSE I KNOW THAT IS AGAINST THE RULES. In fact, even here I think the only thing I posted was 'if you can help a little, please help a little'.
Yes, I was sent money by two LOTH sisters. But it was offered by THEM in private messages that NO ONE saw. I saved them to protect myself just in case this happened. One told me she was going to send $50 and ended up sending me $200 'in appreciation for what I do/did for LOTH' It was unexpected. It was very much appreciated. I didn't ask her to send it - she told me she was going to and wanted to send it via paypal and then when she found out she couldn't she sent a personal check. The other was Nickie, and gal, you know how much of a godsend you are.
I'm very hurt over this. I've been told the founder of the group is beyond pissed at me because I 'asked' for money. I've been told that the other leader of the group has been asked to replace me as soon as possible for ALL of my jobs. I'm going to make it easy. I'm going to quit. This group has been my backbone for 9 years. When I couldn't give anything anywhere else, I was dedicated to making it a success. Through the good times when everyone was happy, and the bad times when I heard bitch & moan 24/7 and then some.
So if they want to remove me over that, then so be it. I'll send in my resignation. I'll keep in contact with the people that haven't backstabbed or lied to me. And they can go on their merry way.
I've been told it's pretty common knowledge that I'm about to be replaced for the Forums too. As soon as they can find someone who knows enough phpBB to take care of them. Apparently when I posted that I didn't know how long I was going to be gone due to my lack of utilities and asked for prayers, it was taken that I was begging for money in a 'roundabout' way.
I NEVER ASKED FOR MONEY. I ASKED FOR PRAYERS. I also made the statement that if I could not come up with $400+ dollars by a certain date, that my electricity was going to be shut off. I explained that I was trying to sell my old Ford pickup to try and come up with the money. I explained that I was depressed over my husband's difficulty in finding a job. I posted exactly the same, pretty much, that I posted here in my LJ except that I NEVER ASKED FOR MONEY BECAUSE I KNOW THAT IS AGAINST THE RULES. In fact, even here I think the only thing I posted was 'if you can help a little, please help a little'.
Yes, I was sent money by two LOTH sisters. But it was offered by THEM in private messages that NO ONE saw. I saved them to protect myself just in case this happened. One told me she was going to send $50 and ended up sending me $200 'in appreciation for what I do/did for LOTH' It was unexpected. It was very much appreciated. I didn't ask her to send it - she told me she was going to and wanted to send it via paypal and then when she found out she couldn't she sent a personal check. The other was Nickie, and gal, you know how much of a godsend you are.
I'm very hurt over this. I've been told the founder of the group is beyond pissed at me because I 'asked' for money. I've been told that the other leader of the group has been asked to replace me as soon as possible for ALL of my jobs. I'm going to make it easy. I'm going to quit. This group has been my backbone for 9 years. When I couldn't give anything anywhere else, I was dedicated to making it a success. Through the good times when everyone was happy, and the bad times when I heard bitch & moan 24/7 and then some.
So if they want to remove me over that, then so be it. I'll send in my resignation. I'll keep in contact with the people that haven't backstabbed or lied to me. And they can go on their merry way.