i'm dying

[nursewratchet]

so i go into work today to fill out my papers...get my pysical and get my tb shot...blah blah blah the day goes on...and right before i leave to go out i notice my skin is red and swollen around where i got the shot...so yeah i think i might have tuburculosis...so ive been freaking out about it all night..in my usual style...and i got to thinking maybe it was just psycological...cause you can make yerself get hives and shit if you think about it long enough...so i forgot it for a while...and its still fucking there...its been 2 years since my last test and i didnt have it then...soooo i must have gotten it within that time from one of my patients...its airborn only if theyre in the progressed stage- it being left untreated...what i wanna know is...if theres a fucking patient with tb why dont you tell the people that come into contact with them to wear a fucking mask!? CNA'S are the ones who need to know this shit...not just the nurses and supervisors cause they hardly run into the residents...so anyway...ive been looking it up cause i'm psycho like that...and i dont know how long it takes to progress...hopefully i havent had it for 2 years...i dont have any of the symptoms and shit...but i'm getting sick..maybe bronchitis...MAYBE MY TB IS PROGRESSING...but everytime i cough now i gotta check for blood...its like what nicole kidman had in moulin rouge...and she died...so yeah i best be treated

in other news, here was my night:
barbs, applebees, nachos, veggie pizza, gabbys, bunny slut, fightin words, beer, beer, beer, beer, jolly rancher shot, chef boy, ronin, last call, drive home