as long as your lost again i will find you
hey people, i thought i should update i have another journal but i'm not telling you where it is. um rihgt now in the moment i'm rather lonely.... i really hate it, i don't really have anyone in my life that i can call mine, there is a girl but things are kinda odd as we speak, i guess i need to get to know her better befor i make any type of anything lol idk, she does mean alot to me this far in though, um but right now, in the now i guess i just kinda want someone to hold on to because i can only go so long with out wanting someone, i can only go so long without emotions, passion, care, love for another i'm only human, i feel ugly pretty much, but right now this girl she shines in a world full of ugly ness, and she matters when everything is meaningless. but it doesn't take away from my lonely ness, i still want a kiss, i still want love, i just hope i find this in someone, i really hope in her.