i believe when i fall in love, this time it will be forever.
i guess a subject that was in my post may have some of you wondering what the fuck happened. yes i did get a women pregnant. the rest well, im not sure i know some of you well enough to bring you into this one yet. some of you may not want to hear that shit. i dont like to talk about it much anyway. that was during a stage i just want erase from my brain. on a more positive note, the days have now come into single digits for my arrival to the motherland. im so excited i might just shit my pants! well not that excited. i have finally decided what im going to do about some issues at home. im just going to say fuck it and see what comes of it. i am told a few people want to kill me also. im not sure what i did to deserve death but it does not matter i guess. if someone wants me dead, i guess they can try to accomplish that mission. i dont think its going to be as easy as some think. im done talking about that. i am a little bit happier today now that i have some roomates. it feels like jail when you are all alone in a room with nothing to do. it starts to get to you after a little bit. i started trying to remember shit i thought was cool in the late 80s. anyone remember zubaz pants? i still have those motherbitches somewhere. i should bust them out with a jean jacket or a sweatshirt with shorts on. man fashion was fucking weird. or maybe it was just me. motherfuckin vanilla ice and shit. word. im going to be 22 soon and i feel like i 40. im working on building my house soon. i cant wait to do that shit but there are some other things ahead of that. i like my land and the area its in. noone fucks with me out there and they couldn't if they wanted to. my dog is like kujo and shit. some of you know what im talking about. or you will soon. my business is taking shape also. we have started building my shop and will soon have the first bike complete. i wish it was spring and i was riding it all ready. all these things are going to be possible once i get home. thats all most of this shit is waiting on. my signature and a few stacks of cash. im done on here im starving and need to eat. if i can stomach the food. some of you people need to email a motherfucker and say hi every now and then. im starving im in the mood plain and simple i need food, eat some beans and very soon everybody in the place will leave the room- fat boys are back, and you know they will never be wack.