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i hate to hear that my friends are sad or people are being mean to them. if everyone would get along things would be so much better. a world where people could have the "i dont give a fucking rats ass about shit anymore attitude" because it would not matter, you would not be judged. blah your not like me, or thats stupid why did you do such a thing. its your fucking opinion, keep it to yourself or ill cut you fucking head off and then go to work on you. does anyone else feel the same way? why does america today, want everyone to be like someone they are not? i see it everyday people trying to please someone to make them happy or try to fit in. in the end, it just makes them hate what they have become. in a way i hate what i am. i know i am brain washed, they made me, they can destroy me if they want. what a crock of shit. i will not be someones damn puppet, ill make my own choices. why? because i can motherfucker, dont question my actions or way of thinking. question your own. is there a commerical that says its ok to think like that or a movie that tell you how to live you life. if so, you fucking follow it. im going my own way. someday i will change the world. not by telling people how to look, act, dress, eat, or fucking talk. i will do it someway that does not make you follow but lead. very few people live their lives like this. they always think if the problems that will arise because of their choices. if you dont get hurt or get put in jail fuck it. fuck it get arrested, some never experience that, some should. some should just get their head out of their ass and quit running the lives of people they have no control over. really noone controls anyone. you will do what you want regardless, just to piss off the person telling you what to do. shit, i have done it plenty of times. in conclusion, dont listen to anything i just wrote because you would be going against everything i just told you not to do. you see it is a constant battle to be yourself. its hard not to follow, especially when it sounds like a good idea. sometimes they blow up on you. in 40 days i hope to alter my life someway. good or bad im going to do it. whos coming with me? whos going to stop me.